All I've done for the past two weeks is rearrange the house, figure out how we are going to survive with the Mother-in-law in the house, get things set up. No writing, no editing - just back to survival mode. And it really pisses me off. I've got a f-ing satellite dish in the middle of my front lawn - I feel like trailer trash!
Maybe it shouldn't anger me like this - I should be kind and generous and all that shit, but right now I have a depressed husband, a house in chaos, and a stranger going to arrive in a couple of weeks and I feel like this is just bullshit. It would be different if she were doing terribly down there, had no friends and all that. But she has her bridge people, she has her community, yet she wants to come up her and be dependent on us. And I am sick of having dependents over the age of 18. Hell, over the age of 30! Summer and spring are my good times of year and they are being screwed by a person who is paranoid about hurricanes and a person who thinks acid reflux is a killer disease. This will be a summer of watching two passive people sit on a couch watching other people have lives and play sports while they let the world slip by without them. Can't f-ing wait.
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
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